RIGHT DECIDED IT IS A WASTE OF TIME WRITTING ANYTHING ELSE...UNTILL SOMEBODY FOLLOWS ME! ;)

holding onto the past

So this is a big problem with me recently and I wounded if anybody else had this same problem and also if you do this may help...

So bassicly I seem to hold onto the past instead of look to the future or even enjoy the present...my theory to why people hold onto the past is because memories are the only things that don't change. The two things that trigger a memory are- photographs and music.
This is rather annoying as I carn't just never look to photos or even worse listen to music (music is my life and I will be writting a post on this at a later date.) So what am I meant to do?
this of course isn't even photo and music I listen to normally the happy ones that remind me of happy times. But It's wierd to think though that when you think back to those specific happy times you imagine yourself REALLY happy but at the time you wasn't even that happy...just goes to show you really should make the most of something and be grateful to what you've got...
But I never know this time next year or whatever I might be looking back to writing this blog and thinking back and wishing I was that happy agian...

New year- New start/new you

I know it's late..but seen as I just got this yesterday it kinda makes sence to put a post about new year as it is a pretty big thing...

I hope everybody had a good new year! Mine wasn't too bad it was my first time not spending it with my family which is a pretty big thing for me; instead I slept at a mates as they was having a party at thier house.

I made a few new years resolutions this year some of which I have broke already.-_- the ones crossed out are the ones ive broke...

1) Not drink anymore coke- its killing my poor teeth!

2) Not to go on facebook anymore then once a day

3) To let go of a certian person

4) Get on with my school work

I bought a new dress from to wear on new year that I've been waiting to go into the sale for agers. (oh how i do love sales). Here is me wearing it on new year...

Anyway, new year new start I kinda agree with although a new year is just a date; and a date is just a number... but I really don't agree with 'new year-new you'...everyone seems to say it yet you say that its impossible to change someone. Correct me if I am wrong but arnt they just contradicting each other? But you can change small things about yourself. fuck waiting for the new year you can make a resolution whenever you feel like it!

Categorising

So bassicly I was filling in my profile a bit more so that it didn't look so blank when I came across the headings to fill in- 'interests' and 'about me'. Normally I would just fill these carelessly but this time (maybe it was the large amount of time I had on my hands) I thought about which things would go in each category...

There are three things that interest me the most and these are- The OC, Ballet & music. I am passionate about these things that they shouldn't really be simply given the title of 'an interest'; they are really more of a 'about me'. without my interests I really wouldn't be who I am now- so surely that makes your interests who you are now...

Lets take the OC for example I love it that much that when I am older I want to live in 'Newport, California' where it is set as it looks like such a beautiful place. This would be my life! Without watching this program I would never have this dream. Therefore this is not an 'interest'.

You probably think I am going crazy and have ocd or something..and if you don't agree with me that's fine. But don't even get me started on the category's- 'favorate films and music' as too interests. :|

08/01/11- First post.:)

So yeah I officialy got this last night...I am obviously new too all this so I apologise ahead for first of all....the terrible spelling (you will get used to it after a while; either that or want to throw a dictionary at me), any posts I write that you find boring or no intrest to you whatsoever and also I really apologise for any randomness. But to be fair it is called 'a mind of a Pilgrim'..and if you know any Pilgrim's you will already know we arn't any normal human beings!

I hope that didn't put you off reading this... 

anyway that was a rather boring post so I will leave you with a photo of my cat- he's smiling at you.;)